Current mood:	cold
Current music:	|| "Step Into The Sideshow" - 40 Below Summer. ||

-| i hope you like it rough. |-
lemme` see. well, this weekend was gay mostly. hung out with derrick, mattie, and juliana. it was aiiight. i won't go into that. monday sucked at school. derrick picked me up. ;x he makes me so happy. today, tuesday, blowed major goats. well let's see. me and mattie didn't talk. we faught in the lunch room. lisa and i weren't talking. fuck all my friends, that's all i have to say. they get into a relationship and forget all about their friends. I NEVER DID THAT. i did not forget about matt, nor lisa. i spent more time with matt than i did with my own boyfriend. so, i've been nothing but a friend. and when i wanna chill with lisa on saturday's, she's always with Justin. so, basically i turned out to be the bad one, and i don't care. i'm done with people. then at gym, me and mattie made up. h helped me lift weights. but, i still felt some tension with him... like i was still mad. then last period, i saw derrick was there to pick me up and i got all excited. cuz, i knew right when i got into the car... i'd be happy and all my problems would go away. and sure enough they did. i loved it. matt came with us. derrick didn't seem too happy about that. IDK. so, we went to Home Depot so i can pick out colors for my room that me and derrick are going to be redoing. i can't wait. ;x god, i love him so much... i can't handle it. he makes ALL my problems go away just when i'm near him. =D so, we dropped matt off and came home to eat. layed in bed, until he had to go to a meeting. well, that's where he's at right now. and my mom's on a squad call. i would have went, but .. it's a chance to get the house to myself and i didn't want to pass that up. so, i'm blaring 40 Below Summer, shweeet. oh, me and lisa made up. eeeeeehhhhhherrrraaaaaa! step into the sideshow.


check out Switched on February 5th, at 5:00 on ABC Family. my friend Josh was switched with this chick Darcy, and i'm on the show cuz i showed her around Vo-Tech. SO CHECK IT OUT. ;x