Current mood:	bouncy
Current music:	|| "Echo" - Trapt. ||

-| i close my eyes. |-
i close my eyes, and let the whole thing pass me by.

yesterday was aiiight. school was cool. i wore my bondage pants... all the boys were grabbin` on the straps and was makin` comments. aha. carlos called me a whore, that fucking spick. mattie had a nice little talk with him. matt was mad that me, and derrick didn't hang out with him tuesday night. well, me and derrick are [boyfriend & girlfriend] we need alone time. so, we took more alone time yesterday. he came over, and we hung out. we went to borders, and best buy. they had some cool ass stereo's and TV's. derrick was picking out ones for when we get "married" and "live together." i told him ... he's going to change his mind, guaren-damn-tee. it's only been 7 months, and ... there's still ALOT more time. we'll see what happens. i just know i don't see myself with anyone else. but, i do know ... if i find out anything else about him and AIDS cunt, i won't tell him. i'll just start cheating on him. :D that's how it's gonna be. W3RD. so, ANYWH0. we came home, cuz it started snowing, had something to eat, and then went in my room to vox. i beat him! and i beat him in Cool Boarders 3. he sucks ass. ;D he's gonna owe me $15 bucks soon, too. i fell asleep in his arms, like usual.

woke up this morning. no school. w3rd. my baby left me a little note saying he loved me. i love it when he does that. soo cute. idk. i have this piss-poor attitude with him lately. it gets me mad, but that's how it is. i don't care what he does, cuz ... it's not my problem anymore, and it wouldn't suprise me if he was still doing shit behind my back. i'm just going to do the same, i promise. pat's starting to look damn sexy again. ;D aha. kidding. well, he's coming over right now. we need to shove my driveway. my mom's going out tonight, so alone time for me and him. either i'll rock his world... or i'll rock his snot-box.