when will this all just fucking stop already? i don't know. i don't think it ever will. so, let's see. sunday we went to middlesex pond, everything was nice and dandy... then when i went to derrick's car to warm up, i decided to find out if he was still talking to that fucking A.I.D's cunt. meanwhile i'm on the phone with lisa the whole time. not only did i find that he called her saturday night, and talked to her for 2 minutes and 28 seconds, that she just so happened to text him right when i turned on the phone. it said.. " hun, can we go at 8... please :-{ " WHAT A FUCKING CUNT SHE IS?! so, yeah. another fight happened. he left. came and picked me up at night, and we drove around... talked. whatever. i don't need to talk about it, cuz it's bullshit. he took my ring, and he doesn't wear his anymore. oh well. i'm done with trying. from now on ... i go with the flow.
monday seemed to be a better day. we hung out together alone. he picked me up from school. then we went and got matt, and ... went to target and back home. then matt left, so me and derrick hooked up my DVD and VHS to my downstairs TV. it didn't work. i need a whole new TV. we were very ... um ... touchy and all that good stuff. i couldn't help but want him so bad. he just looked sooo sexy. i had to keep kissing him. ;D matt came back at like 10, then derrcik brought him home. then came back ... hopped into bed with me ... and made my night. =D
today was gay. mattie was back in school. he was weird. lisa is with justin now, yay. ;D she's my best friend, and i love her ooohh so much. almost got into another fight with derrick. i found out that the A.I.D's cunt goes over his house after he leaves mine. oh fuck no. not only did we call her and leave a message, but i threatened to kill her. ohh boo hoo. she doesn't fucking answer her phone, nor does she talk to me. the cunt is probably a little bitch... jesus. why can't people just fucking stand up. she wants to fuck my relationship up, i'ma fuck her face up. i don't play games. i'm sorry. but, whatever. came home, i got a new TV. nice big one too. derrick went with my mom to buy it and all that shit. whooo. i'm out. he's on his way over. yeah, mhm. so, w3rd. i'll write more when something maybe even a little bit interesting happens in my pathetic life. i just want to be happy.
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