Current mood:	rejuvenated
Current music:	|| "Eat You Alive" - Limp Bizkit. <3 ||

-| let's make something out of it. |-
yeah well. they showed up around 7 on Friday. i was mad. then we went to the mall. no biggy. there was a fire alarm in the mall. we didn't leave. i just got food, and i wanted to eat. i stopped to see lisa. the boys stayed over that night.

saturday we woke up. got ready and things and left for New Hope, PA at 2. i made him stop at my brother's house just so i can see my nephew, but... they weren't home. it would have been nice if they were. adam called me back and said he was work, and danielle was sleeping. it's ok. so, we made it to New Hope. it was mad nice. the houses were beautiful. it felt nice to get out of NJ for a little. we parked, and i bundled up cuz it was MAD cold. we walked around, went into the cool stores. got a cheese danish that sucked. it tasted like it had no sugar in it. ewww. then we went to this medievel store, and i fell inlove with this dress. $289 bucks, and it's mine. i want it for prom. it's white and satin. totally beautiful. mattie said it was all me. ;D so, we did our thing and left. came home and made some spaghetti... oh yeah! then we went to the mall, chilled. came home, and hung out with patrick. he was here for an hour before we came home. i guess derrick got mad cuz i sat by patrick. hm, ok. i'm not with patrick. i'm with derrick. i need him to understand that. obviously he doesn't. but, i'm not going to say anything about that. so, yeah. we all slept in my room again. got a lil`somethin`somethin`. then got some this morning. w3rd for me. anywh0. they just left. they have a work detail at engine 2's. hopefully it doesn't last long. i need to get my haircut, and then we're going to middlesex pond to go ice skating. hopefully my cousin comes with me. we can have a bonfire on the island, and talk and drink hot chocolate. how lame, lol. anywho. i'ma go. i need a shower.

if you don't like what you read, then don't cause the problems. i say what needs to be said, and to not hurt your feelings, i say them in here. i knew you read this, and i hoped that when you read my feelings you'd understand and try and make things better. don't complain. it's life. you have things you have to say, but you write them done. i don't read them. just remember i love you. that's all that matters.


i'm sorry, so sorry. damn you're so hot.